Wyvern, Passion for Gaming

Mood - want a job, oh wait...
Today's Song - People In Planes - If You Talk Too Much (My Head Will Explode)

You know, I was kind of wondering what was going with all my comic buttons on the sidebar there. So I finally actually take a look at the source code for my Blog. And what do I find? Somehow, the web addresses of where the actual pictures are on this big, ole Internet got reverted back to the old place where I had them. So my question is, how the freak did that happen?! I had switched it all from Applepics to Image Shack like a month and a half ago and I haven't touched my source code since. So what the fuck Blogger, what are you doing to me?

Anywho, yeah, I need a better job. But as if that weren't something I've been complaining about since the inception of the online attroci... masterpi... shit, well since I started posting here I've been saying I needed a better job. The real problem right now is that I haven't heard back from any places I've applied to. I've been to like seven places now and I'm still searching for more, yada yada, but nothing from the other side. So how's a guy supposed to get a job when no one seems to care?

Interesting little thing happened to me this morning... I go to check MySpace (since I can actually do that here at home) and I have a message from someone not on my friend's list. At first I expected it to be the same thing that happened to me before where someone who thought they knew me was completely out of their mind and was saying I was at some party of which I'd never been to nor heard of. But this morning, I got a message from someone who sounded more grounded to our world and the message actually sounded like it had merit. Here's the message in it's entirety:


Hi Josh,

For some strange reason, I thought I'd research people I have known in the past, and I happened to come across your MySpace. I don't know if you remember me but then again, I'm not sure if I have the right person! If I do have the right person, then that means that we went to elementary school together....! LOL Though, I am almost positive I have the right person simply because I remember your last name was always difficult to write, not to mention, I don't forget a face...well...most of the time...! @_@ Anywho! I hope I don't have the wrong person, or that would be, well, embarassing! ^o^ Well, I guess that's that, and hope to hear from ya!


I omitted the signature for privacy reasons. In any case, I realize that it's better to stay safe on the internet but this really sounded like a genuine attempt from someone trying to find another...

...I interrupt what I was saying because during writing that I remembered who the heck it was this guy was in my life. It wasn't some best friend or nothing but he was a cool guy from 6th grade and stuff. Wow, I do remember this guy.

Anywho, I'm done. So, uh, bye!

"I don't want you to try and save me.
No, I don't want you at all!
If we're through, then you don't blame me.
'Cause that won't do at all!

If you talk too much, my head will explode!
(If you talk too much, my head will explode!)
If you talk too much, my head will explode!
(If you talk too much, my head will explode!)
If you talk too much, my head will explode!
(If you talk too much, my head will explode!)
If you talk too much, my head will explode!"

Mood - entertained
Today's Song - Blue October - Hate Me

I haven't been here in a while. Well, that's what happens when you don't have access to a computer very often... or to a computer that doesn't ring a silent alarm hooked into your mother's brain... yeah.

Well, I'm here for one quick reason so sorry. But I had to share this from CTRL + ALT + DEL. My god, it all makes sense now why I hate Earthlink so much...



"I’m sober now for 3 whole months; it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again.
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night;
while I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight.
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take.
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.

Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you.

Hate me in ways.
Yeah, ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you"